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Sadder Day
03:33
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Nothing's as it seems
Illusive minds, false dreams
Life is over rated
Death is exaggerated
To bitter to consider thoughts of others around
Anxiously awaiting, thoughtlessly put down
In a world without feeling I still taste, eat and breath
You made the rules for the game
Just use and through away
Come out and play
Pretend to mean what you say
Open feelings, empty arms
I've lost the will, life's lost it's charm
Can't think about tomorrow
Can't change yesterday
You can't plan the future
You're stuck in this minute today
You thought I was more than what I am.
I'll leave with you on my mind
And you'll be by his side
It's not like suicide
It's escaping all the lies
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2. |
The Bottle
03:22
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I don't want this life but I live with it
You don't think I try but I do what I can
I've tried other ways but I slip and I fall
I've tried to change but I don't change at all
And your waiting for something that will never come
So you sit in the bathtub with your bottle of rum
Lying in bed I though i'd seen everything
But I can't describe the look on your face
I dropped to my knees as you fell to the floor
I'm sorry you saw there's nothing I live for
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3. |
All I Do Is Complain
02:50
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I'm never happy, is it good enough?
Should I try harder? should I just give up?
I think it's my best but does anyone care?
If you can't see it is it really there?
I'm sorry, all I do is complain
I'm sorry, i'm sure it's getting pretty lame
Trying to stay focused...
It takes up so much of my time
Just make sure you are senceer
And find more reasons to be here
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4. |
Over And Over
03:11
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I woke up this morning
Found out that you were gone
I waited for answers
To find there were none
Over and over
You could drink yourself sober
This isn't a dream
It's as bad as it seems
I woke up this morning
I know that you are gone
I looked in the mirror
I know that this is wrong
Over and over
I keep asking why
Your sweet loving daughter
That sweet love has died
So it's over, this is real
Can somebody tell me how to feel
I sit here going over my life
I sit here because i'm alive
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5. |
I'll Understand
03:38
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I've seen it all before
You scream than slam the door
The echoing of I don't think I love you anymore
Lets try to get along
Where did we go so wrong?
I know it's hard but I'll let you know that I loved you all along
Please don't let go
Please don't give up
I'm still still to young
I'll grow and show you that I understan
I've seen it all before
And I don't want to see no more
We can work it out and try our best and see what we have in store
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6. |
Myself Away
02:16
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Over seas of rolling eyes and
I'll wait my turn
Over seas and the reddest wines and
This rooms never been such a bore
Through myself away
Over see the obvious and
Don't dwell on the past
I'll try to smile but
No promises i'll do it just fine
I can't find me, Can you find me?
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7. |
Letting Go
03:57
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Once again I have nothing to say
Try to make it through another day
Sometimes I feel as though I want to break down and know why
All you do and all you say is turning me away
Want to sleep and bottle up inside
All the things I have still managed to hide
Now I think I know why I don't want to sing about
Me, myself and I, It feels like such a lie
Now I know it's time to change
Time to grow up and turn the page
Afraid to wake up and feel like yesterday
Further away from the things that make me stay
So now I feel as though I can go
I'm moving on from a life that held me down
Good-bye, I won't be around
I'm moving on, I'm letting go
Where to from here? I don't know
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8. |
The Feeling's Gone
03:01
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I can't express the way I feel these days
Can't relate to my own words, I've changed my ways
See me now, I'll start over
See me now, This is something new
See me now, I was just like you
See me now, This much is true
It opened up my eyes, this life we lived
It's more good than bad, you get what you give
Keep holding on
I know it's long
Try to stay strong
Now the feelings gone
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9. |
84% Lies
02:25
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My mind, it consists of nothing
But bad thoughts that never seem to get me far
The things I've learned and bridges that I've seemed to burn
I know you know I never had a chance
All my favorite bands are dead
Some let it all go to their head
Some miss the comfort in being sad
Some thought that nothing was all they had
Time stops the moment you realize
Growing up was 84% lies
We're always searching for what's wrong
But what you had is now gone
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10. |
Petty Layne
02:32
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I long to be alone in the company of my own self pity
I have run out of things to say and I have run out of songs to play
Cant you see I can't save me
I can't save me
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11. |
Dear World:
02:02
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I close my eyes and fall asleep
Dream that I fall to deep
And when I wake with broken dreams
This is my life or so it seems
Every time I look around
Everything is broken down
Could you take my thoughts away
And everything would be ok
I'm watching the time and counting the days
Hoping i'll find what you've thrown away
I wish I could live through children's eyes
Loving the world and loving blue skies
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12. |
Falling Out Of My Life
03:14
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Since the winter came you through it all away
Everything has turned grey and i'm not ok
You could never see through me, as blind as I can be
You would always hand it out and know without a doubt
Your falling out of my life
Your falling out of me.
You would always walk the line and get hurt every time
How much will you give and still have will to live
Turn the world on me, wash away and see
Did you always feel like dirt or get use to the hurt
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13. |
Drag My Dream
03:22
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I dont feel like that
Im just waiting to die
Sorry, I don't feel that way
I wish I didn't wake up today
Im asleep
Drag the water
Drag my dreams
I'm asleep
I'm not coming back
From all these pills i've taken now
Sorry, I threw it all away
I'm sorry i'm dead, I'm sorry i'm gay
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14. |
Always Behind
05:33
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You can never forget
And you can't forgive
I wont say i'm lonely
But it's getting harder to live
Now your waving good-bye
You said i'm always behind
Your tired of waiting in line
So now your waving good-bye
All the things i've noticed
From falling behind
With the window open
I'm starting to die
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15. |
Go Away
02:08
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Go away
I've had enough of your face
Go away
I can't explain your lazy ways
Go away
Before I change your display
Go away
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16. |
In Time
03:32
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Everything is wrong inside you
But everything is right where it belongs
Even in your darkest hours
You can't take you from them, they're everything
You think that they will forget about you in time
But they will always have you on their mind
Please don't wonder what you could have done
Just remember the times, the times when we had fun
It's all you have to hold on to
It's not meant to be easy
You have thrown the flowers on the floor
People walk around not caring anymore
Even if you say it matters to you
They'll pretend to care but it's still only you
I'm awake, can't sleep today
I'll rest my eyes, life stops in time
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17. |
Fragile Figure
02:20
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18. |
Fade
03:07
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With the upset stomach you can't feed
The fortune cookie you can't believe
I never wanted to be such a bore
And I can't live this life anymore
Sometimes it's hard to laugh
When you know you're fading fast
And nothing seems to last
At all
My life is yesterday replayed
When you're nothing you can't fade
Black is only a shade
Make it a colour so I can' fade
With the deranged image in the mirror
I'm not afraid to shed a tear
I'd crack a smile but i'm to sore
My bodies headed for the floor
Sometimes it's hard to laugh
When inocents is the past
And nothing seems to last
It falls
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19. |
I Forgot
04:12
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Just another day
Nothing has changed
It hurts so bad I can't control me
It makes me sad but life is temporary
So I turned and softly whispered
I need something else to pass the time
This life I live is contradicting
And I believe that I never wanted any of it
Out of reach are things I want but yet not
What do I want, I can't concentrate
I forgot
It's hard to find happiness when you forget what it is
It's hard to lose loneliness when that's all that there is
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20. |
Bitter
05:01
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I tried to change what this would say
But it always comes out in a bitter way
All of the pain, see the ways
I'll fall down but whatever it takes
To lay down, still alone
See the stars in the night sky
See them shine, feel me cry, feel me die
I walk away everyday
See my work turn dark shades of grey
All of you can see the way
But I wait for the end of today
To lay down, still alone
See the stars in the night sky
See them shine, feel me cry, feel me die
and that's all
I'm not here
Leave a message at the tone
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Blind Ambition Peterborough, Ontario
Blind Ambition is an alternative rock band that has been playing shows in and around Eastern Ontario since 1998. We strive on our live shows and incorporate the powerful elements of Rock and Roll into our songs.
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